No more Blogger. New blog is now on my website!

I decided to stop using this separate blog here, and integrate all posts on my website. Personally I think that's a better idea, and I hope you do too.. :)

This page will stay online so you can still read all articles, but from now on please visit
www.kay-morgan.com for all news!

Much love,
Kay

About Pleaser...and high heels in general

Over the years I've bought a LOT of shoes from Pleaser. Qualitatively they are not great shoes but perfect for occasional wearing like for photoshoots and parties. They have a lot of different styles and the prices are definitely ok (At least when you know where to get them).

I have (had) all kind of different types of shoes from them; ankle boots, knee-high boots, buckled boots, sandals, ballet heels (Devious), pumps... most in black but also some white and red ones. If I need new shoes quick for a shooting or catwalk show, I often order a pair of Pleasers because they are quick to get, not very expensive, and fit with practically all fetish and/or latex outfits.

There are two kind of high heels that I particularly like: fine quality high heels (like designer heels, handmade fetish shoes,...) and extreme heels (like big platforms or very high single sole heels). For the first category it's mainly the quality of the shoe that makes my heart beat faster. Of course the design is also important. But the quality just makes it or breaks it.

For the second category I care less about the quality, and go for the extreme look of it. This is where Pleaser and similar brands fit in.

Of course it would be perfect to find and own many high quality handmade extreme heels, but 1.;there's not a very big offer, and 2.; they are often mostly very expensive. I'm not at all a rich girl, so I have to chose my expenses wisely and set priorities.

So, what I initially wanted to talk about in this blogpost...I was all excited when I discovered yesterday that Pleaser will start selling 10 inch heels now! So far they only produced shoes until 8 inch heel height. The 10 inch heels are now available for pre-order and I can't wait to get a pair!

Here's my wishlist for now:

I so love this heel height!

Would you like to see me in these heels?

And do you like extreme heels and/or platforms or do you prefer more "normal" heels?

Leave a comment!

Skincare routine

When I asked what you all wanted to read about on my blog, Tanja Sophie answered "Skin care, make up, how you stay in shape, what you eat". At first I was a bit surprised by this (because I don't consider myself the best person to talk about that...I don't have a perfect body nor perfect skin) but decided to give it a  go anyway.

Eventhough I am not a "girly girl", I love to read blogs about make-up, skincare, hair.and I also regularly watch youtube videos about these topics. I also love homemade DIY beauty recipes a lot.

This first post is about skincare only, but I will write about the other topics later. (Sorry guys, I guess a lot of you will skip these posts, hehe.)

My skin is mixed (normal to dry with sometimes a bit an oily T-zone), but after a skin analysis with a skin scanner, I learned that my skin is also dehydrated. They advised me to moisturize extra well and especially drink a lot of water.

Basically there are only 2 things I do for my skin every morning and evening: cleaning and moisturizing.

In the morning: For the cleansing I don't use any water or soap of any kind. I just drench a cotton pad with rosewater and clean my face and neck with this. Most of the time I buy ready made rose water in bottles, but you can also make it yourself. (You can find a good recipe on *this* website)

After some seconds the rosewater gets all dried up and then I apply my moisturizer.

Since about a year ago, I use "Belle de Jour" by Kenzoki and I absolutely love this cream. The smell is just incredible and it makes my skin very soft. Unfortunately it's quite expensive (about 110 euro for a little pot of 50ml) and -for me- it's not sufficient in cold/winter time. My skin gets very dry in this time (especially on the cheeks) and some hours after applying the cream, I can feel that my skin starts to be more dry and pulling again.

In the evening: When I'm wearing make-up that day, I first remove all my make-up with a makeup removing tissues for sensitive skin or with a cleanser milk. (Most of the time I use Diadermine but it can change). I find it very important to sleep with a clean hydrated face and so I will never go to bed without cleaning and moisturizing first. No matter how sick/tired/drunk/ I would be.

When my face looks clean, I use yet another cotton pad with cleansing milk to be really sure that all the make-up got removed.After this I clean my face again with a cotton pad drenched in rosewater. And to finish I apply my nightcream.

As nightcream I use Biocura's anti-aging nightcream since some years now. I love this cream. It doesn't make my skin feel more soft or so but it does moisturize very well. It's really the best cream I've ever used, it works like a charm and it's very budgetproof (only 2,70 euro for 50ml !). I tried other creams of this brand but they definitely work less good for me. 

In winter or when my face feels more dry, I don't use my normal daycream in the morning but apply my nightcream instead.

Additional care: 

I like to stick to my basic routine and prefer to not use too much extras.

Sometimes it's necessary though.

- Before going outside and when my lips feel a bit dry, I use a chapstick.

My favorite is Labello with cherry taste. I'm not a fan of fruity flavoured lipcare but this cherry Labello is definitely an exception. And it also gives a nice subtle red color.

- If my lips are dry or chapped, I use Blistex lip relief cream or pure karité butter. They both moisture and soothe my lips very fast.

- After taking a shower I sometimes apply a body butter from the Body shop (Moringa or coconut smell). It works very well (and I love that all their products are animal testing and cruelty free). I'm too lazy to do this every day though. I also don't like the fact that I'm all sticky before putting my clothes on, and find the smell of the cream too much in combination with my perfume. 

- When my skin starts to feel a little bit dull, I use a homemade sugar & honey scrub, or a rough sea salt scrub. I only do this 2 or 3 times a year, mainly after I've been on holidays and had a lot of sun exposure.

- When I have a dry area of skin somewhere, I swear by pure karité butter (also known as shea butter), or pure argan oil.

- Sometimes I apply honey all over my face to make it a bit more soft and nice. It doesn't work as well as karité butter, but it definitely works. And it's easy and quick, and smells nice.

- When my skin complexion isn't so good (due to bad foods in the days before f.e.), I use sea salt to get it better again. Sea salt works as a natural exfoliator and detoxifier, and it has antiseptic effects. I take a tablespoon of sea salt and mix it with a little bit of water. Then I apply it all over my face with my fingers or with a cotton pad. I leave it on for about 30 minutes and then wash it off. After 2 or 3 days my skin is usually already in a much better state again.  

- To take care of my feet I also use pure karité butter, this way they are always super soft. I apply it just before sleeping or during the day (when I stay at home) in combination with thick socks.

Same goes for my hands. During the day I apply a little bit of butter so they don't get too greasy. Once in a while I put a thick layer in combination with cotton gloves.

That's about it.

I have to add that my skincare routine has been completely different until 3 years ago. I had tons of stuff which I very regularly used (masks, facial scrubs, peelings, body scrubs, toner, body creams, eye cream, cleansing soaps...all kind of different types and brands). Over the years I just started to use more and more.

After my teenage years (with accompanying  acne), the acne dissapeared more or less but my skin stayed in quite a bad state. Redness, very sensitive, quickly oily, very easy break out... it just wasn't clear and healthy looking. So I kept on buying new and more products, which all promised a clear and healthy skin. But nothing worked and it only got worse.

So on a certain day I decided to drastically change my skincare routine. I stopped using all the products and only used a moisturizing cream in the morning and evening. My skin instantantly started to look way better.

Shortly after that, a friend told me about rosewater and how she benefits from it. So I decided to try it out. With absolutely great results. Since I don't wash my face with water anymore but with rosewater instead, it doesn't "pull" anymore and feels a lot less dry. It may sound a bit odd, but water really dries out your skin.
At the same time I started to browse through youtube videos which plead for natural approach in skincare. And this is how I found out about karité butter, argan oil, coconut oil, healthy homemade masks and scrubs and much more.

Rosewater and karité butter are definitely 2 wonder products and I would recommend everyone to try them out. Maybe it works as good for you as it does for me. On top of that it's way cheaper than other products.

In general I would say, reduce in all the chemical and synthetic stuff and go for natural. Just be nice to your skin. :)

To take good care if your skin, it's very important to also live healthy. Enough sleep, regular excercise and a good diet.

I notice a very big difference in my complexion when I change my eating habits, even when it's just for 1 day. Cheese or dairy products don't do much good for my skin. Sometimes I even get an allergic reaction from certain cheese (think red spots and bumps all over my face and neck...very sexy, hehe). That's one of the reasons why I switched to soy milk and almond milk. When it comes to good cheese, that's unfortunately one of my weaknesses...

But more about a healthy diet and excercise in upcoming posts :)

It's needless to say that every person is different and may benefit more from other products and treatments. I just wanted to share my personal routine and hope you enjoyed reading!

Prints available!

I have a couple of prints available of this picture. It's 20 x 30 cm high quality prints on glossy paper. I can autograph the print and add a personal message on the back in case you'd  wish that.

Prints are available for 20 euro each, excl. sending costs. Email me (miss.kaymorgan@gmail.com) if you are interested!

♥

VOTE for me to win the "Miss Fetish Europe" title!

I am nominated as one of the contestants for "Miss Fetish Europe", that will take place during the next Dominatrix party Saturday November 10th.

In total 8 models take part in this competition...and the competition is hard!
Look at all these beautiful girls...

Voting goes in 2 parts; 50% of the voting is by public voting (click *here* to vote), and 50% by a professional jury.
The winner will be announced during the "Fetish Dinner" that takes place in the same evening, before the party.

There are great prizes to win for the top-3 models:

Normally I am really not a fan of miss contest stuff and I always find it a big farce. That's also why I would never subscribe myself to it.
When I got nominated for this contest and got the news, I honestly hesitated for some days to refuse and distantiate from it.
But after taking everything into account, I am now happy with my choice to stay in the contest anyway. I mean...the party will be great, there will be plenty of great people, I will be able to enjoy a pleasant weekend off in a nice hotel, there are great prizes to win.
I should shut up and just be happy and honoured to be among this list of impressive models I guess :-)

I find it also a big difference to be "nominated for something" or to "actively apply". (It's a principle thing. For the same reason I also don't ask photographers to shoot with me, but let them ask me.)
The contest itself is quite "passive" and none of the models has to do something for it. Except for collection online votes of course.

Following the example of other models, I also made a vote-flyer:

Just a bit less serious as you can see ;-)

So cast your vote now! >> http://dominatrix.nl/MFE

It just takes a minute of your time and it would mean a lot to me.
And think about the fact that *if* I win (or am in the top 3) I will be able to buy new latex and use it for future shootings and have new pictures to show you. So win-win, haha ;-)

It will be my first Dominatrix party and I'm very excited to discover it. They have several dungeon areas, fashion shows, a mistress lounge...  In combination with the company of my friends, good music, and all the international attending models, this will be an awesome party. I'm sure!
(The party/contest is saturday november 10th and I'm definitely going to write an article about it here afterwards)

And now I'm already thinking about what outfit I can wear...

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VOTE  VOTE   VOTE!  (voting is open until the 23th of October)

Sorry!

...I neglected my blog for a while. But I promise to write/publish some articles soon :)

Here's a little update for now:

At the moment I'm on holidays in France and just trying to enjoy some relaxed time and being not so much in front of my computer screen. So sorry if I answer your messages/emails with a delay.

Last week I visited Marseille and also made 2 shootings there. You will get to see the results very soon.
I also did a spontanious shooting here at home with Stéphane Roy, from which I posted the result on my Facebook page yesterday.

It was the first time that I actually tried to do something more special with my hair, and I'm quite pleased with the result :)

That's it for now. 

In 2 weeks I have to do my last exam so I better start to study a bit...

Fantastic Rubber, catsuits and body image

When I just started modeling, I absolutely hated catsuits.
Not in general, but just on myself when wearing one.


I've been very insecure about my body since I was a teenager. As a child I used to have a very slim and sporty figure, and I had a hard time to accept my body changing into a much more feminin and curvy shape. The main problem were my hips and I felt that they were unusually wide and completely out of proportion with the rest of my body. My waist has a circumstance of 62cm but my hips are 99cm, so that's a big difference.
While I loved the hourglass-shaped figures of other women, I hated it on myself. And it took several years (and a lot of wide pants and big wide skirts) to accept my own body.


In 2008 I did one of my first latex shoots with Josselin Guichard. He pushed me (and succeeded to convince me) to wear a black catsuit for the last part of the shooting.


Here you have 2 of the results:

I liked how they turned out, eventhough I thought/think that you can see how insecure I felt at that moment.

From this point on I started to be more and more interested in catuits, and also wearing them myself.

It took more than a year until I did a second shooting wearing a catsuit though... It's the "famous" shooting with Marcus Gloger, in the white Fantastic Rubber catsuit with the white balloons. The catsuits (and all rest of the concept) was completely Marcus' idea.

When I think about it...these pictures are even of my most favorites from any shooting I ever did.

This shooting is were I got to know "Fantastic Rubber". Fantastic Rubber is a german company founded by Peter Pick. They are specialized in neck-entry made-to-measure catsuits. When you've never tried on such catsuit it's almost unthinkable that someone would be able to get in on, with the neck as only entry hole. But surprisingly it goes very easily!

Since I posted the first pictures of myself in the white Fantastic Rubber neck-entry catsuit online, I received several emails from people who wanted to know more about these catsuits. The question always coming back is if it is really thát easy to get a neck-entry catsuit pulled on. And as I always answer; yes it is. You will be surprised and amazed :) Also the quality is great with a good finish.

After this first shooting I worked multiple times together again with Marcus Gloger and also Fantastic Rubber.

The white catsuit in combination with a Fantastic Rubber corset.

The "big boobs" catsuit.

The "big boobs" catsuit, in combination with a Fantastic Rubber corset.

The "Atlantis" catsuit.

My opinion about catsuits has turned around 180 degrees and now I just dream to have a LOT of catsuits in my latex collection. (Oh, I ordered a black metallic neck-entry catsuit from Fantastic Rubber recently. So there will be a blogpost + pictures about this very soon... Stay tuned!)

Also my opinion about my own bodyshape has changed. I accepted the way I am and am even happy with this. I wouldn't want to have another bodyshape. I even dare to say that a catsuit needs an hourglass shaped figure to be at its best.

Funny how some things can turn around like this :)

Thesis

Today (or tomorrow) should be the day that I finish writing my thesis. I'm doing a master in science of criminology and working on my thesis since a long time. It has been difficult and a lot of work.


When I had to get started, my topic was changed by the University. I wasn't happy with that because I loved my first topic and found it way more interesting. I could have done a lot of interviews and write a thesis with a very "human" and personal subject matter.
The topic I'm working on now is mainly statistical analysis and comparison of law and numbers. I've done research like this before and tend to find it quite boring. (Especially the way of working, not so much the subject itself).


Until 3 months ago I wasn't really happy with my thesis so I decided to change it to the utmost extent. Since this moment I worked hard on it and tried to finish a good and strong piece of work. (This is also the reason why I haven't been shooting a lot lately.)
Last week I've sent it in to my promoter and he gave me very positive feedback. So I was extremely happy :)  Apparently my work got a lot better in comparison with what I did before the point I basically started all over again.
For now I just have to correct some little mistakes, lay-out, page numbers...and then it will be finished.


Deadline is Monday 11th at 23h59. Wish me luck! :)

Blog updates

Since I'm all new to having a blog, I'm still trying to figure out how everything works. Today I added some extra "gadgets". You can now subscribe via e-mail to follow this blog. I've also added a search function, and an overview of "followers". I hope you like that.


So far I have only one follower (thanks again EmWe! ;-) ), so it would be nice to have some more. Please share this blogsite or subscribe to follow (if you already have a Blogger/Google/... account).


Any help to get this blog a bit more popular would be much appreciated!! ♥


Time for me to go to bed now.
Good night!

Background?

Today I received an e-mail from EmWe, with 10 (!) selfmade backgrounds I could use for my blog. That's so nice! Thanks again!! ;-)


So I was trying out some things but can't decide which one to use...
Out of the 10 background I have 2 favorites at this moment. But even then it leaves a lot of choice, haha.


These are the my 2 favorites...nice and shiny purple latex ♥ :

These are the 6 options to use them:

I think I like it when it's a fade into a plain purple color. Also, like f.e. on my screen, I see just a little bit of purple on the sides. And not such a big piece of purple like here on the screenshots (it's just to show, and for in case your screen is bigger/wider). So have to think about that too...

Please let me know which one you prefer :)

3000 likes...

Today I reached 3000 "likes" on my Facebook page. Thank you all so much!!
I still can't believe it...I mean, when thinking about it that 3000 individual people like what I do, that's a really special feeling and almost unreal. Imagine standing in front of 3000 people in real life. That would be a HUGE group of people!

I also want to thank you all for the nice comments on my pictures, the tips and advice you sometimes give me, and how you are ready to help when I have a problem or can't decide about something. It means a lot to me and it's difficult to express in words what this support means to me.

So, thank you! ♥

First post

Since quite a long time I was thinking about and working on a website. I changed the design like 5 times already and was never really happy. I was also not sure about the whole website idea. I mean...what is the point for me? It would show some of my pictures and information and all, but you can see this on my Facebook and Model Mayhem profiles already.
So I decided to start a Blogger website, since it's much more interactive - which I think would be better/nicer.
I am not a good writer and too little spontanious...but I will try to make it work anyway :)


So we'll see about a real website later and for now you can follow me here on Blogger.com. 
I will regularly post new blogs about shootings, catwalks, outfits, events...or anything which comes in my mind at that time. If there's anything you'd like to read or see, don't hesitate to tell/ask me!


Have a nice week all ♥